My life time

i taught when i am in thailand i will forget you but no go there the first day i forget you but when i look at a doll it make me remember you someone pls take me and my soul away from this earth take me awway pls i am begging you it is too painfull or mayby you can ask that fello that i miss sms me or meassage me or sometihing or jus kill her pleaseT.T